“I hate this so much!” I said to no one in particular. I had been trying to solve one problem in Geometry for like the whole math hour. I seriously hated it, and I couldn
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It has been about a year since my best friend Greg died in racing. I miss him soo much I don’t know why this had to happen. Before getting into the car that day Greg gave me this letter.
‘What is this?’ I ask confuse. Greg wasn’t like this he wasn’t the letter giving type.
‘Read it when I’m in the car don’t open in now’ He said and kiss me on my cheeks. I give him a hug and he gets into the car. When the race started I open up the letter. After one year I can finally talk about this…..
‘S you have been my best friend since forever. I don’t know why but I can’t say all this in person. I want to tell you how much I love you S, how much I need you. I don’t even know when I start feeling this way. I know you don’t believe in love but what I feel is real. I didn’t believe in love either but now I am starting to believe in it. I tried telling you so many times but is so hard. Something always comes up and I can’t seem to say this to you. I know your dating someone else and I know your happy with him but I can’t stop the way I feel. I swear I tried to forget about you and move on but I can’t. Whenever I look at you all I want to do is take you in my arms. Whenever you smile at me all I want to do is to kiss you. I love the way you make me feel when i’m with you. I love the way you make me smile. I love how you can deal with all the problems while smiling. I love everything about you. I write this letter but I don’t even know if I will be able to give it to you. I remember every moment I spend with you. I remember everything we share. It hurts when you come up to me and tell me about your break up all I want to do is to punch that guy for making you cry. You always ask me why I don’t date and my answer to you is that I am waiting for someone special. You are that someone special. I can wait for you all my life. I know you don’t love me. I know you think of me as your best friend. I know that you don’t want to get into serious relationships but I had to tell you how I feel. How much I care about you. How much I want to be with you. You mean so much to me. I want to stay your best friend forever but I want to be more than your best friend at the same time. I don’t even know what is the point of telling you all this but I just had to do this. I can’t keep my feelings inside me. I love you so much.’
When I finish reading the letter I had tears in my eyes. Even now when I read it I get tears in my eyes. I fold the letter back and look up. Before I could say or do anything. Greg car hits another car and the next thing you know both cars were flying. I ran up to the car. I still remember the look on Greg face . He was cover in blood with tears in his eyes. I hug him and before I could say anything to him he died in my arms.
I miss him so much, I think of him everyday. I wish he would have tell me how he felt earlier. I wish he was alive. That accident change my life so much.
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