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Secrets aren’t so good for the heart: Her betrayal

Shortly after he said ‘Ivory I couldn’t stay away from you if I tired, he went to sleep. He crawled in bed and wrapped his arms around my body. That feeling was magical. I felt so safe and so happy in his arms. It made want to stay like that forever. No words, No sounds, just our bodies against each other. I didn’t sleep all night, I thought about everything. I felt my burning pain to be back with my family. To ease their pain about me and just come to them. I felt my burning desire to be with him. To give in to him. It would make me awful, wouldn’t it? To betray him for so long. To lie to him for so long. He would hate me in the end. I just knew it was wrong. It was beyond selfish but I still wanted it. God I wanted it. I wanted it more then ever wanted anything in my entire life. I deserved happiness, didn’t I?

Yes I deserved happiness too and I was going to get it. I was going to let go and be with him. I would have to lie to be with though. I hated it and I didn’t want to do it. It was the only way I could be with him……….

I needed to see what he was like to be with a good guy. What it was like to have a boyfriend, A real boyfriend.

‘Ivory.’ He says in a husky voice. I know he’s talking to me but I feel like his calling someone else name. Ivoy isn’t my name, it’s just not my name, My name is Caroline.

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